bullish. engulfing

Hi. I am Sasha and I live in Kyiv, the capital of Ukraine, where the occupiers want to break through for several days in a row. Due to the constant fear of a rocket falling on my house, I had to leave my home and temporarily move to my grandmother in western Ukraine. All those days when I was at home, I heard explosions outside the window, and I had to hide in the basement to protect myself. Due to constant anxiety, I could not work, and now, too, because there is no material at hand and space for creativity.
Because of the war, all my plans are broken. There were thoughts about tattoo sketches, but in the future I might become a tattoo artist, but unfortunately it's hard to think about. I also sometimes fill my sketchbook with pictures that are in my Instagram profile.
It is difficult to put all my thoughts together with these experiences, unfortunately...